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Why is it that every time I say I could totally not get into something rp/fic wise... soon after I end up willingly getting involved in said thing?


I said "Gah, Simon/River? incest? WTF are you on?" and have... multiple tams who are in love with their sibling...
(That one, at least, came about deliberately... sometimes y'gotta push your boundaries as far as exploring things in writing. that and I enjoy doing things that are squicky, but well written enough to be compelling to the reader.)

Then I said "DAMMIT Why are all the Roger's from RENT slashy???" so I created my own... but in putting his bio together and such, discovered that while he isn't slashy, and prefers women... he might, if well roleplayed adn written and seduced, might be willing to explore a mild curiosity... WTF? I tried writing slash once on a challenge, it was terrible (i think i still have it somewhere, may post it... it was based off of Vin Diesel's character in saving private ryan) I failed the challenge, heh. YEt still, apparently I'm wililng to try it again if the other rp party involved is willing to go at a slow pace and roleplay the romance/seduction angle of it for a while before getting down to things.

THEN? I said Hermoine/Snape? EWWW talk about pedophilia, right? Yet... yes, today I began a rp involving that pairing, with a Legal hermoine (17) and a snape who's so aware of his age he might jsut scare himself out of doing anything about his attraction ... and sometime later today I'll be adding a snape journal to my collection *sobs* I('m going to hell

of course... all of this comes from the girl who once upon a time said

"Porn? EWW!" then later discovered a liking for it

"Writing sex? WTF?" then started writing erotica (Although my first one was... horrid "And then she discovered the everlasting delights of" blah blah blah, I was still not sexually active at that point, heh.

"Cybersex? How pathetic!" (and hte first time I ever did that, purely out of curiosity, was shocked at myself for the rest of the day OMIGOD I HAD CYBERSEX OMIGOD!" ETC) ... but now regularly runs through RP scenes that range anywhere from R to NC17 extremely graphic

apparently I only notice my own boundaries so that I can leap over them
OOOO Hurdle!!!

heh, btw in jr high? I ran track? yeah, hurdles.

this has been your random fangirl report.
so I don't forget
"You know, there's too many buttons in the world. There's too many buttons and they're just- There's way too many just begging to be pressed, they’re just begging to be pressed, you know? They're just - they're just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder, it really makes me fucking wonder, why doesn't anyone ever press mine? Why am I so neglected? Why doesn't anyone reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that I'm a fucking whore, or that my parents wish I were dead?"
Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned.

((Opening lines from Fight Club))